Sunday, April 8, 2012

Sorting through things

Willow Web Blog - by Willow has been tracking some of the astrological changes with Venus.  I have been following a series of articles she has written since September 2010, and they are spot on to what I have experienced.

http://willowsweb.blogspot.com/

I went through a pretty bad break up and all of last year was no fun as well.  She has been writing about this Venus cycle through Via-Combusta and a Karmic clearing taking place.  For me, her articles have been a god-send.

I also found this http://www.the-soulmate-site.com/past-life-love.html
over the weekend, which has been a big help as well.

Change is in the wind for me, and somewhere I read in all these blogs to "Cooperate with the inevitable". 

Happy Easter.  I did go to church - I like the ritual. 

I am getting ready to make a concerted study of the Greeks.  Janet Kane did an astrology reading for me which was spot on.  I seem to have an ongoing Pluto process.  I had a reading the month prior with Joyce Mason as well.  Both mentioned that I am an outer planet person.

Again - "Cooperate with the Inevitable". 

My big realization this weekend, and I suppose I have this over and over, is I have to get out of the 8th house (where my south node is) and over there into the 2nd House (where my north node is). 

All I want is a bonded, loving relationship, and I keep getting lessons on being self sufficient.  I had a lovely bonded relationship with the ex-boyfriend, which was fantastic, until he pulled the rug out under me and left suddenly.  My whole world collapsed for about a year.  So - back to getting over there into the second house and the north node - self sufficiency being important.

I have Chiron, South Node, Juno, and Pallas all in Pisces all in the 8th house.  Ex-boyfriend keyed onto Chiron, Juno.  His saturn conjuncted my Jupiter - which was exactly conjunct my descendent.  His Jupiter conjuncted my Descendent in my relocated chart.  He was a really good boyfriend for a long time, but the ending was just awful.  Last year he was repeatedly hit with Saturn transiting his ascendent and moon in Libra and with Uranus transiting his sun (three time) in Aries.  The Pluto Uranus square will affect him as well.

My lesson was not getting overly dependent on someone like that I guess.  If you are overly dependent on volatile people who can leave at a moment's notice without any real reason at all - not good.  Dad's North Node is conjunct my Pallas - and he has always insisted that I have a career. Thank God.

Interestingly enough, when the ex left I had two friends show up that had the same birthday as he did.  They have been good friends.

We'll see how it all plays out.  I apologize for the absence, but there was some inner work I needed to do.

Kat Daffodil