When I was young, without experience, and knew everything as I was highly educated, it was difficult to see clearly. I ran into some ideas that were not healthy for me, and that sort of shut me down. I will be working on this post for several days, and will expand it.
I am learning the game of Golf - why? Because with my astro configuration pattern, it is important to use skillful means.
Whenever I get swamped by my sea of tears, I remember what my friend who is a commercial pilot would tell me - "did you help a kid learn how to tie his shoes? did you take out the garbage? Did you clean the house? Do those things then report back to me"
I have north node in Virgo in the second house conjunct Pluto. Saturn in the 6th house. Sun in Taurus. This south node in pisces conjunct chiron in the eighth house which trips me up. I cannot understand if this is collective, ancestral, or personal, that said like I said there are more posts to come, in addition to evolving this post a bit. At times it is a sea of tears. Doesn't help me one bit either.
The Mantra - "Skillful means"
When I get trapped over there in that eighth house - it does not help me, and it does not help the collective. This is how I got into astrology in the first place. It was a tool to help me get over onto that north node.
That said - after being swamped in a sea of tears for months I am going to start developing skillful means again. I think women should have their own power - the men are a bit nutty - and the women need to know how to take care of themselves.
This post will evolve - but for now it is a start. I will let you know how golf lessons go.
Thank god for Virgo men, engineers, pilots, athletes and all those healers and servers and strong men - by their virtue and ability and taking what they have to do seriously. Thank you.
Kat Daffodil
